User blog:StateOfPsychosis/Sorry. For everything, to everyone.

heyguysthisisablegpesthehehe is what i would say if I was seven

So, if you knew me from the time I joined this wiki over a year ago, you would know that I'm the frequent mess-upper. I made mistakes, I made people mad, and I made people quit. It's more than consuming for me when thinking about it. I left this wiki only to run away from my mistakes, but I came back because people wanted me back, just like any other user who quits, with or without quotation marks. Life has proven that I can't run away from my problems because I'd be dragged back to them.

This is a public thread, right? Well, then...

I'm sorry, MCPE wiki. You deserve a more mature user to become rollback. I don't deserve the rollback position in this wiki. The fact the I can't even edit to make me or the wiki feel more useful makes me wish I never should've took FANDOM as a collision course.

Also, no one needs to ask. I definitely need to apologize, even if it doesn't seem like I need to when conflict is only seen at surface sight. Even if Rhino Killers and True Sole Survivor are the main deckdowners of the wiki's once-inactive relationship with the Pixel Gun Wiki, I started it. Behind closed doors, I insulted a friend from this wiki. I caused others from home to raise eyebrows.

Not only that, look back and see the part about me making people quit. Imagine making multiple people quit. Namely, this entire group;


 * KeEp iT MeLLo (Pixel Gun Wiki)
 * MissUnicorny (Minecraft Pocket Edition Wiki)
 * Plus her friend
 * Terroryaki (Pixel Gun Wiki)

Not as hallow as you would think, huh? Judging by my blind eye causer, there could be more that.

What more could you expect from someone who messes up plans? What more could you expect from someone who's surrounded by dart humans in real life and grip-losers behind a screen?

It takes hard thinking to recover from my problems. But, everyone's been in front of me, I can nearly forget about the harder times. To all, you've all been good friends. I can't imagine time here if I was just as antisocial in real life. Thank you, Juuno, PvP, Hero, Red, Wolf, Mith, Rowlet, IE, Pusheen, Kayli, Leafy, Ender, Aaron, Cyborce, and everyone else for making me feel warmed, even if you never knew it.

Me? A single step is just the beginning to a long road, but only I can fix the bumps.

Honestly, it's been a heck of a year being in this wiki.

Happy wikiversary here to myself.

-bananas/vendetta/psychosis

this was supposed to be posted on my first anniversary (july 30) on this wiki